So what?

Is it possible to feel unconfortable at home? Yes it is. And it is also possible to feel out of joint in your group of friends. Time has been passing and each one of us has been doing what he or she prefered. Building our lifes on different ways, even on opposite ways. And the conclusion of all those paths is that we are almost alone. One of us would like to do something and it has to be done alone, without company (or with new people) the others are not going to give for you, be sure. While everything is happenning, one day, you fall in love. How to say "I love you" tactfully without being unnoticed? Don't ask those old friends, their advices will not work now. You will not feel comfortable acting as they recomend.

The other part support the opinion that home friends will be always there, waiting for you, helping you when you need them. They will give you the best advices. They will share everyting with you. They are always going to ask you "how are you" and "how is your new job going on".

So now, what? What's the truth?

Silence

Silence, silence was what I needed this morning, when I got up after a Saturday night. I had been sleeping during almost seven hours, and they were enough to rest, to charge my energies and to go for a relax time.

Getting up, something to drink and to eat, dress up to run and to walk, a bottle of water, take the car and go to the beach. I couldn’t imagine that there could be such a kind of corridor full of people enjoying their Sunday. Dogs, bikes, skaters,... And me, thinking about the silence of those last weeks. And then, a sunbeam in front of me, to “wake me up”, to make me realize that views were much more beautiful than the past silence.

Don’t think and just wait. Time will run and things will come.

my amount of roses

A birthday, Saint Valentine's day, Saint Joan's day, Saint Jordi's day, a good grade, a passed exam. Or no reason to do that.

During the way of your life, you can get a lot of roses. Do not throw them away, please. Even if they are dry, they are still alive. Time is running very fast, but one day you stop in front of them and think. You can still remember how time has been passing since you get the first one, why was it, when, where and who was the person who had the feeling and the need to buy it. Then, you start to make stories with the roses. The way they followed to reach you and how difficult was it.

Some times you have to clean the dust they can leave. However you love them.

birthday celebration

How can people who are far from me, who I have not seen for eight or nine months, wish me Happy Birthday before than closest people?

13th of September, 2008

reaching my 22 years old

feeling that it is time to do something more

looking for a change in my life

Driving a car to feel independent. Transporting two of my friends to their place. Hearing a crying voice next to me. Trying to provide the most sensible words to inject the calm. Arriving at home and couldn't find a place to park my car. Parking quite far and walking alone under the company of some shining stars; carried with some birthday presents...

...and the mobile phone was ringing at 5.20, blak night.

awaking

Life is what you make with the dreams you can still remember when you awake

Three broad-brimmed & colorful hats

It should be part of your everyday life, but it isn't.

Sometimes you decide to laugh. Or merely you laugh without a previous plan. Just things come to make your day happier. One of the members in the group buy three colorful broad-brimmed hats from a chinese store for 0.50€ each one, and bring two rackets with a small red ball. The other one bring the most old fashion sunshade. Everyone comes with the most beautiful smile.

Sun and beach; a bottle of water and sand; colours and flowers; ice creams; my Café Europa, Life after Cimmunism book; nice people close to me. All what you need to enjoy the afternoon and evening while chatting and analysing medicine issues with our medicine student.

Paellas' day

From the 11th to the 20th of July, Pedreguer is really involved in the celebration in honour to Saint Bonaventura. During these ten days, we have fully schedule with breakfasts in the town square, lunches with free beer and free snaks, attractions for children; free drinks, snaks and melon for dinner, bulls, shows, concerts, masses, processions and contests.

Here, you can see our PAELLA, it was two days ago during the paellas' day. The organisation comission provided us with the meat, the vegetables, the wine, the snaks and the beer and then we were in charge to prepare the paella and have lunch in the town square with a lot of people. It was really funny!

After that we went to the kiosk to get a MENTIRETA: it is lemon drink served with crushed ice mixed with BURRET, a coffee licor. People started to get a bit drunk and they were throwing water to each other. It would be funnier if the weather were nicer, that day it was raining a little bit...

I am not a good cooker, but I learned a lot paying attention to the cooking skills of some of my friends. Congratulations for Roser and Raquel! Our paella was delicious!